I thought our fight was over. I thought I was on the right path this past February. What I didn't know was that I was on the right path but there were going to be major bumps and pitfalls I was going to have to go through to get where God was trying to move... Continue Reading →
Wrestling with God
I came from a household that regularly wrestled with each other. There was lots of tickling wars, piggie back rides, stealing my dad's socks off his feet, and hanging on dad's legs to try and bring him down during a wrestling match. Later on in my teens my brother and I took karate and... Continue Reading →
Breaking the Ice After Confession
This past Christmas break my husband and I went to the mountains for a day hike. At 19 degrees with steady falling snow, our hike was extra challenging, but beautiful. The second trail we took lead us to a very long and narrow waterfall. We edged our way down to get beside the varying levels... Continue Reading →
He is Still God
Be Still and Know that I am God... Isaiah 46:10 Nothing caused my world to stop so suddenly as my husband’s confession to an affair this summer. In that moment everything seemed to pause and life as I knew it changed. I wanted to hold on to my “bubble” as I call it. The bubble... Continue Reading →
My Way Out or To Stay?
Uncertainty was what I felt during those weeks after the discovery of my husband’s affair. Should I go, should I stay? Was I foolish and weak to stay? Was I selfish and unloving to leave? Was my marriage worth saving? Was I really happy with him? Would he do it again? Lots of questions swirled... Continue Reading →